The Internet at home is super slow because housemate is watching PPS, something is wrong with my PPS so spent around 2 hours to finish watching a 40 minutes episode. Thinking of changing to funshion, but the installation file is corrupted. Sigh, what to do?
So, I'm here to blog. Blogging is the way to communicate since MSN and restaurant city is not working, I tell myself at least update about my life once in a while. But I didn't, I'm appear at here out of the blue.
Cloudy afternoon and a rainy evening, at lease the weather is not hot today. I look so much like a dark chocolate now since the time cycled to old town, it never changed until now. Who wants to be with a bar of dark chocolate?
I've this thought in mind. "I've found a beautiful gift which no one has ever seen it before." But is the gift specially for me? Hope it is a beautiful ending..
<3 5:47 PM
第二个星期过去了，开始忙碌了。我早已预备，只觉得和上帝的距离开始疏远。我很努力很努力，只是缺乏一些努力的元素。问题是永远解决不了，不为家里烦就得为朋友烦；不为朋友烦就得为钱烦；不为钱烦就得为时间烦；不为时间烦就得为和某人的关系烦。上帝的手一直都在，他在看顾着我的烦。
<3 10:35 AM
总觉得我离目标还有一段很大的距离，或许也不会达成目标。就因为一个字：怕；也可能因为两个字：担心。希望这个学期有一个尖尖的Mount Everest，可是手上的科目真的很难；拿了羽毛球，我真的没有时间给自己了。
有一个人告诉我，一个repeat的学生一个学期两个科目，又刚好拍拖。真的是天作之合，有时间又有人陪伴。我说，这样好啊。至少不会觉得闷，如果我有时间我也拍拖的。钱应该不是最大的问题，就是没有时间。
她却说，难道你要repeat啊？我当然不要，我没有时间。。。
<3 9:36 AM
很久没有放照片了，是因为老了还是懒惰了？有时候总觉得这是年轻人的作风，可是只用文字也未免太单调了。我也曾那样做过，只是好久好久没有用图片来表达自己。以前写的东西都没了，如今只剩下回忆；全都留在心里。“回忆”是成熟的人有权利拥有的东西，而我有回忆去怀念。
第二个星期了，动笔的次数也越来越多。比起上次，这次会比较容易接受开学的事实。当然也有接受不来的事实，那就是面对。
就一个字：乱。人乱；东西乱；情感乱；思绪乱...
<3 12:37 AM
Yes, Chukulicious is back. I come back to blog because others are blogging, what an acceptable reason.. hahaha~ Have been through a long holiday with great memories, Orientation Week 2010 was the highlight of this holiday after all. Met with good group facilitator and group members, they are simply awesome! I learn to be persevere even when things go wrong, I learn to take care of a big group and appreciate everyone, I learn to cool down myself and not to get angry easily unless it is necessary. I learn.. to forget.
New semester means new challenges, I'm more fearful than what is gonna happen in 14 weeks time. I'm becoming helpless and stressful, I know this is called life and things are not always smoothly. Christian walk is not just like that and stay in comfort zone forever, I'm like a fish out of water now. It makes me to rely on God more, I will use this time to do my best in every aspects of life.
There is a feeling of love.
<3 12:45 AM
