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Sunday, November 29, 2009
Thinking and still thinking

I've been thinking a lot of things lately, the more I think the more I feel odd. And now, I can understand why others don't really stare at this person. I was fearless to neutral and now to scare of it, I know I should not. But my feelings tell me not.

Felt very odd last Thursday evening, I'm not sure what I was thinking and what reaction I should give. I thought really negatively when I was bathing, I pray to God and asked Him for His guidance immediately because I don't want to sin against God. I felt sorry to think for this person, I know I should not do it and be calm even I nearly showed it out on my face. I don't know how to face this person.. I will not put any judgement on this person and try not to think about the reality, please help me.

Wanted to blog for the past few days but I did not, now writing here because I feel like to waste some time even though having test tomorrow. Just found out the morning class has cancelled tomorrow, which means I have more time to study and also more time to waste. Hope I really balance my time this time like how I studied for my MMS paper few days ago, this week is gonna be a very hectic week.

Something happened just now, it was not offensive but it reminds me of the hurts that I went through last time. Anyway, I hope this person will still feel better after sent out the sms. Others not going to discuss this person as a topic after the meal, be considerate with the stress that this person is going through. I will still love this friend like how I used to be..


Now, I need some sleep before continue studying. I wanna watch CSI too.


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Thursday, November 26, 2009
Attraction and Friends

Had a good evening in church, practiced Christmas carolling. The Feliz Navidad mood is coming, but hope it will not take over the mood of sitting for exam and doing the assignments. Just finished MMS midterm today, thank God I managed to do 90% of it. But can't promise will get 90% for this time, I just remember whatever I've read and wrote it out. Anyway, is over. I must not to think about it anymore and hand it to God with joy and thanksgiving.

Lived quite though for the past two days because of the test and stress from the environment, honestly I'm not sure how people think of me. I'm not that kind of person who really care about my appearance and how people will judge on me, but I hope I don't. Sometimes I will just not to talk because I'm observing, it makes me know the situation well and the person too.

I'm quite regret of doing something regarding of this blog, anyway forget about it. Next time I will be more careful and think well before I take any actions. I should reason why I deleted all the entries here and reopen another blog to write. This blog was created long time ago and not well-maintained. I used this blog to vent out my unhappiness towards people and surroundings too, but what makes me to delete everything and make it nicely?

Something attracts me; something is attractive; and something has the attraction for me to do so. That's all, I cannot say too much here. Should keep it to myself, because I'm sure one day people will find out the existence of this blog too. =x

I'm worrying about of my one friend, hope he is strong and mature enough to think properly before doing something to make me disappointed again. I don't wish to lose a friend without a good reason, I do love this friend. That's why I love this friend, I'm sad of this friend too..

Friends are a part of my life, this is how I love them. Of course not forgetting God too, He is the one who place them in my life. I love my friends.. you you you and you.

Should sleep now, wasted too much time. I mean, using FACEBOOK is a waste of time sometimes. I want to sleep and wake up for the English small test tomorrow at 9am, although no classes today and Friday. But I must start work on the assignments before it's flooding badly!

Let me not too contented for finish the test, work hard for another test on next week. Let my serving is pleasing unto God, bless my assignment team even though I don't really have time to meet up for meeting. Pray that God make me use the less effort to come with the best outcome (:

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
New beginning

Something makes me to reactive this blog, which I'm not sure what is it too. But, it's reopen~! If some of you still remember what is this blog was for, I deleted all the previous post. Yes, all.

Spend an hour to convert, design, adjust the blog column. Long time never touch HTML codes, which took me some time to finish it. Anyway, welcome! =)


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