I miss a lot of things, badly. The life here is good of course, I've learnt a lot of things which I have not learn enough when I was in JB last time. I learn how to take very good care of myself, just that sometimes I am not. I learn to manage my time very well, handle my own feelings and not to express too much, make good decisions when time to make choices.

I.. Have a lot of breakthrough in life, but sigh I have the habit of remembering the past and look what was behind. But I really thank God, how He lead my through the valleys and lifted me high. I experienced what others did not go through it, I'm much more mature than those who are 18.

I remembered I wrote down my goals for 2009 and gave it to my leader, but sigh she lost it. I remembered some of the goals and I managed to complete at least 60% of it, sigh what a big failure. I should keep one copy for myself next time, in case it is missing again. This year has been a good year compare to year 2008, I will never forget year 2008 and how terrible was that year. I did mention 2008 was a hopeless year. Goal setting for 2010 is it too early now? I scared I will just lost my balance at anytime.

Someone is revolving in my mind, hope it will disappear as soon as possible.

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