It is almost the third time I cry for myself in Kampar, just because everything did not went well today. PR assignment deadline is next Wednesday, but we are still stuck at the beginning and left behind compare to other groups. Yes, I'm very stress. I scored quite low marks in my test, so I cannot fail this assignment.
There are a lot of things I don't understand! You're not stupid, but why you don't put in the great effort to do your best? Just read read read the theories but without applying it will get high marks?! I don't like to fight, but can at least don't do the assignment so simply?
I have sleepless night for the past few days, slept at 3 or even 5 in the morning and woke up at 8.30. People don't apprecite and still have late party every night? Why life is so unfair? Why is it unfair to the point people with different efforts will get same result?
There are a lot of things I don't understand, was really really upset when I was cycling back to home. Tears almost drop from my cheek, but the wind blew it away. Had an hour sleep before the class at 3, but I was too tired and off the alarm. When I woke up and realized it was 3! I took my bag and locked my door, then went for class. After class I only realized I left my keys inside the room, I spent 20 ringgit to ask for the man to unlock the door for me.
To someone, just want to analyse for you but I don't think I will tell you in person. You like her, not you love her. Be clear with this, love doesn't happen in a short time. This is what I keep telling myself, reminding myself before stuck in it. But I hope it is not too late for you, don't be like someone in the end lose himself.
What a bad day! I just feel like to cry now, can anybody lend me his shoulder?
<3 6:30 PM