I've been thinking a lot of things lately, the more I think the more I feel odd. And now, I can understand why others don't really stare at this person. I was fearless to neutral and now to scare of it, I know I should not. But my feelings tell me not.

Felt very odd last Thursday evening, I'm not sure what I was thinking and what reaction I should give. I thought really negatively when I was bathing, I pray to God and asked Him for His guidance immediately because I don't want to sin against God. I felt sorry to think for this person, I know I should not do it and be calm even I nearly showed it out on my face. I don't know how to face this person.. I will not put any judgement on this person and try not to think about the reality, please help me.

Wanted to blog for the past few days but I did not, now writing here because I feel like to waste some time even though having test tomorrow. Just found out the morning class has cancelled tomorrow, which means I have more time to study and also more time to waste. Hope I really balance my time this time like how I studied for my MMS paper few days ago, this week is gonna be a very hectic week.

Something happened just now, it was not offensive but it reminds me of the hurts that I went through last time. Anyway, I hope this person will still feel better after sent out the sms. Others not going to discuss this person as a topic after the meal, be considerate with the stress that this person is going through. I will still love this friend like how I used to be..


Now, I need some sleep before continue studying. I wanna watch CSI too.

<3 10:13 PM
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