I've graduated by the grace of God, I want to lift His name on high when I share the testimony in the jing bing. Be transparent, there is nothing much to hide because God has set me free.
I need time to summarize my Miri Mission diary and write down the visions God has given me during the jing bing, but I don't really have time to do so. Have been checking emails and jobstreets everyday, just to wait for a job.
God, You must open a way for me. If you want me to work full time, then open the door that no one can shut.
<3 9:32 PM
Finally I'm done with my diploma studies, 2.5 years in Kampar is going to end. Yes a very long "mission trip", I've tried my best to complete my course but I guess I didn't accomplish this mission work nicely. God, I hand my papers into Your hands. No matter what is the outcome, I will still praise You.
<3 2:12 PM
我不会化妆
我不会涂指甲油
我没有美丽的笑容
我没有漂亮的手指
我没有身材
这就是我。
<3 7:31 PM
YES 很好，感谢主。
谢谢上帝给我一个理由可以和你说再见，你的稚气让我可以对你死心。
也因为这样，我可以为更好的目标而活。
<3 7:00 PM
我有一个梦想，有人说JDI (Just Do It)，可是我不可能达成。
神，我知道在你没有难成的事。可是事实就摆在眼前，求上帝你的怜悯临到。
有机会的话我想为你做更多，用这一生来面对挑战。让你的名字被高举，上帝请你来使用我。
<3 11:49 AM
<3 12:23 AM
每次来到这里，会面对很大的挣扎。很巧的，这一次也不例外...
我告诉我自己，我要努力毕业。虽然这一段期间很辛苦，可是我不想就半途而废。我要快点毕业，不要再为钱烦恼。我要有经济基础，不需要向妈妈伸手要钱。这种感觉很不好受，自然而然在最后的一个月面对了不小的压力。
上帝，请你帮助我。我知道毕业文凭不是我一个人的本领，是因为你的帮助让我得到的。在这一切结束后，你将要得到最大的荣耀！
<3 5:49 PM
Somehow I really wish to tell those who cannot do well in the simple tasks please don't further your study and for sure you're gonna harm those who work intelligently.
Do you really think copy from the Internet and paste it without editing and claiming that it is your work will help you pass in the exam? Stop dreaming, wasting my time to redo all the things.
I can study but I don't think I can edify people also, so please think through if you want to further after this!
<3 12:34 AM
I'm going to graduate but I think I don't live a normal college life. People think college life shouldn't be alone, should get a stead during college life. Or else, will be very hard to get a one next time.
Is this true? I don't know.
A lot of my leaders who were in teenz last time are going to give birth next year, soon they are becoming fathers and mothers. I'm thinking, if I have the chance to get married next time. I want to have many children, having them running at home and listen to bedtime stories. A happy family. =)
<3 11:22 PM
Once,I was a blogger who writes everyday. Now, I've forgotten why I was here.
Yeah a long time ago since I last came and wrote something, now I'm graduating in few months time. :) I've been thinking lately, will I get use of stepping into another phase of life. I know I have to and surely it is not gonna be easy, but I really can't wait to say goodbye and being in "pre-adulthood".
If I have a choice, I wish to continue my degree with twinning program. Anyway, it is just a dream.
In this two months time, I want to experience something new at the same time no regrets before saying goodbye. While my goals of this year are still far away from achievement, this time I really need God to help me.
Finally, I'm over you. But I'm losing you. Help me not to look for another one, I mean.. I just don't deserve to own for myself..
<3 2:14 AM
